December 8, 2011
I’m terrible at this blogging shit. I’ve logged in so many times since my last post meaning to write shit and getting distracted or starting to write and then just deleting it.
Things in life are pretty backwards/upside down right now. Definitely not going according to plan or even how I pictured things would be 6 months ago.
Anyway, I am learning to knit now because I am the champion of doing meaningful things when it is way too late. Just so the women out there know, you make knitting look way easier than it is. That is all for this story I guess, I need to get my ass out the door and headed to work.
September 17, 2011
It’s been mad long since I have updated again. I should probably just stop renewing my domains since I don’t do shit with them anymore.
Anywho. Have you ever had that feeling where you wake up from a nightmare? Except you’re not actually awake, it is just another nightmare waiting for the fabric of reality to bleed away? Yeah, that is how my life feels right now.
After almost 2 whole years of unemployment and uncertainty I finally locked down a steady job, got caught up on most of my bills, and felt like things were starting to get better all around. No such luck though. My paypal account is still ~$800 in the negative due to getting scammed and I doubt that will get resolved, which majorly dampens my ability to make money on the side and makes it completely impossible to get paid for mobile apps I develop. Other than that basically everything else is coming apart at the seams as well. Seems that after a life full of disappointment and loneliness, the same is all I have to look forward to. Not even drinking or video games can dull the heartbreak anymore.
Well that’s me, I hope everyone else is having a better, more productive weekend.
March 2, 2011
It is my middle name or some shit. I guess last time I posted I Forgot to mention that my laptop had been sent home to acer for repairs, she came back all gussied up with a new hard drive and LCD cover and such. I miss my decals and stickers I had on the back but luckily I have spares although my spare large gunnars decal is black and not red like the other was, may have to use a smaller one this time.
Ended up staying in the same apartment for another year because everything else is too expensive and I like free electricity and hate moving. Got addicted to minecraft. Getting IPv6 addresses for all my websites cause dreamhost is the shit. Still waiting to hear back about a steady job and losing hope but what can ya do. So yeah, that’s been my life for the past month or so with the exception of some coding/projects and a whole lot of gaming.
January 26, 2011
I suck like no other at updating this shit still. Anywho Christmas time wasn’t all that grand. Got my self a new phone, this time an android one, bought myself a couple new games, Deadspace 2 being the latest. Waiting excitedly for a quilt my girlfriend is making me which pretty soon she can probably use as a birthday present. Other than that pretty much nothing is going on, trying to get some work to do so I can get some regular income coming in, and I have to move in a few months since the lease here is up. Yup, pretty boring stuff.
October 30, 2010
It’s been way long since I updated this and I can even remember 2 times that I logged in to post and didn’t, just updated plugins instead. I need to get a ghost writer for this thing or something.