Failed String Theory

September 17, 2011

It’s been mad long since I have updated again. I should probably just stop renewing my domains since I don’t do shit with them anymore.

Anywho. Have you ever had that feeling where you wake up from a nightmare? Except you’re not actually awake, it is just another nightmare waiting for the fabric of reality to bleed away? Yeah, that is how my life feels right now.
After almost 2 whole years of unemployment and uncertainty I finally locked down a steady job, got caught up on most of my bills, and felt like things were starting to get better all around. No such luck though. My paypal account is still ~$800 in the negative due to getting scammed and I doubt that will get resolved, which majorly dampens my ability to make money on the side and makes it completely impossible to get paid for mobile apps I develop. Other than that basically everything else is coming apart at the seams as well. Seems that after a life full of disappointment and loneliness, the same is all I have to look forward to. Not even drinking or video games can dull the heartbreak anymore.
Well that’s me, I hope everyone else is having a better, more productive weekend.

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